March 2013
20 posts
First time ever in my life - the condom split and he had to pull it out of me. Talk about awkward. Luckily I have a coil put in.
Also he has erections that don’t go so he can continue having sex after coming - seriously WTF.
“Intelligence has always had a pornographic influence on me.”
– Toni Morrison (via taraghmeni)
Things have changed again
Met someone new - we’re now dating. Slept with him on the 3rd date. I had no intentions of it happening - I didn’t shave, and wife the tightest skinny jeans… They were almost impossible to take off! It made for a laugh though.
I want this to be something good. I’m not over thinking though and I have no expectations.
And I’m shocked that my...
65107) My thoughts are like a river. It starts...
On to new and better things.
Breakfast
Carrot gluten free coconut and corn meal pancake with a banana, chia seed and maple syrup (imagine a carrot cake in pancake form)
1 corn cake with a slice of manchego cheese and marmite
3 dried apricots, small handful of cashews
Dinner - chicken and vegetable curry with jasmine rice
3 home made raspberry macaroons (couldn’t stop eating the damned things!)
Gym - 1 hour of...
john-lugo:
do you ever just look at someone and get sad because you know you’re never going to get to have sex with them
Cinnamon French toast, grilled banana, chia seeds and maple syrup
Beef stew with veggies, no carbs
TWOOO BAGS of dried banana chips (300grams - 900 odd calories, no additional sugar, preservatives or oil) I can’t believe that I ate the whole lot.
Orange, beetroot and ginger juice
Thai green curry with coconut rice and small salad
A few nuts and 2 mini eggs…
I haven’t...
Good day today
1 slice gf bread made into a cinnamon French toast using 1 egg, 1 grilled banana, 1/2 tsp honey, chia seeds
Gym -
10 mins row -105 kcal
12 mins cycling - 70kcal
15 mins running/powerwalking-115kcal
Weights - squats/lunges
Mocha
Omelette, mushrooms, spinach
Freshly made blended orange with beetroot and ginger
2 dried apricots, 1 date
Grilled chicken breast, avocado,...
So.
Made a pancake for breakfast with an apple and banana and maple syrup :/
No lunch, I went shopping and burnt calories walking then hit the gym.
25 mins power walking and running -211 kcals
5 mins seated bike -30kcal
Then weights. It was a quick session as the gym was closing.
Stir fried veg, chicken and rice noodles.
2 dates, 3 dried apricots and a chunk of marzipan…
I once...
-2 egg omelette, manchego cheese, 1 rice cake and honey, 7 cashews
- 2 carrots, 1 small pepper, 1 Sharon fruit, 1 banana, soy gingerbread latte
- quinoa with salad and beetroot
- 1 dried fig, 2 dried apricots
- 1 table soon plain boiled rice, 2-3tbsp chicken curry and salad, watermelon
That is a disgusting amount of food. The curry and rice I didn’t want to eat but had a work belated...
February 2013
14 posts
1 tag
I don’t understand, I’m going to the gym… Since last Friday (a week now) I’ve been… 3 times and going again today and going rock climbing. I don’t feel like all those calories I’ve been burning have made a difference. I feel fatter than I have in a few months too.
I’m off sugar which sucks (day 1 cleared!), but I’m having dates and dried figs...
“It’s not that I can’t fall in love. It’s really that I can’t help falling in...”
– Jack Kerouac (via madtolivee)
Is it really too much to ask for: all I want is someone to sit with me on a couch and cuddle me whilst we catch films and talk crap for a couple of hours.
Experiencing a low point.
I think it’s dawning on me how shit I did in that entrance exam for cccu yesterday, I have no chance of getting in there now. So now I have to wait for the other 3 unis to get back to me. Fingers crossed.
Also what the fucking hell: 2 weeks and he’s hardly talking to me. I think tomorrow I’ll send him a text saying: drinks/meal/doctors dissection...
“I’ve had so many knives stuck into me, when they hand me a flower I can’t quite...”
– Charles Bukowski, Screams From the Balcony (via explore-everywhere)
Desperate for a cuddle, a kiss, some intimate relations.
January 2013
27 posts
Sooo you’re perfect,
But…
So I joined plenty of fish, had a ridiculous amount if responses from over 100 guys in a day (seriously not elaborating!)
Got talking to one who seems perfect. A training doctor into books, intelligent, into psychology and psychiatry, has tattoos… Writes lengthy text messages back in reply… We’re meeting up on Thursday (if I turn up dead you know why).
Started talking to my mum...
